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Looking from the inside out
Looking from the inside out
Sometimes it is as if I am not in this reality.
Feeling like I am in some sort of daydream land,
Moving around on the street and watching people.
Sending them a morning greet and smile
To let them know I see You as a natural gift.
Walking along, sometimes I almost bump into someone,
Or trip over the edge of a brick as a warning.
I am shimmering in and out of this world
And move within my own in and out as well.
Being the observant I am, it is a weird sensation
Not to pick up the presence of people around me.
Even when they are standing in front of me,
On the other side of the door and take me by surprise.
Such an unfamiliar sense of feeling to me.
Because I always have my antennae outstanding,
To pick up the emotions and atmosphere around me.
Because that I what I do and who I am,
Able to see through the outer presentations,
Tapping into the energy field that is theirs.
Not invading their privacy, just by invitation.
So for me to be so much out of the present reality,
It also creates some kind of unsettlement.
I am here and yet I am not.
I am looking from within, and yet I am not.
It feels like some sort of in-between land that
Needs to be explored to be recognized.
Cannot make up my mind at times about what to do
Or make plans for the near future
Let alone see what lies ahead of me.
All I can do is be present in this current flow,
Which directs me internally most of the time.
Have to really focus on reading and writing
To bring out the energy I feel and sense within.
The theme is actually being in the Now present,
Because that is all I can do and know for the moment.
Anticipating what it will bring for me in the future,
Near or far, to which places it will take me as well.
I feel a pull within my heart as my soul is making
This incarnation journey is within my body and heart as well.
Reuniting the mind, body, and soul experience, that is,
Not a familiar nor to be predicted about the outcome.
Allowing this process to be and keep my focus on
The way my body feels, what to do if it needs rest,
My concentration is lacking and I cannot read much.
Living from the inside out, I am looking around,
Shifting and changing and surrendering to the not-knowing.
Lead by intuition and heartfelt feelings, I am moving forward
Looking upward at the sky, the clouds and the Sun rays
As my constant companion and messenger as well
I am looking from the inside out with a different mindset
And a different perspective on all I have been taught,
Believe and know to let my journey unfold.
And so it will be done
High Self @RheaDopmeijer ©
Heartfelt Messages
I love you – yet I don’t own you
I love you – yet I don’t own you
Falling in love is like a free fall, you lose all your normal perspective just by looking at someone, and every change around you, you have trouble breathing normally, your heart pounds, and you get butterflies in your stomach.
The feeling can be overwhelming, almost intoxicating, or it can be like a deep resonance, ringing in your ears and feeling the rhythm between two souls, beating as one.
And still aware of the distance and the differences, like jumping from an airplane into the abyss, roaring sounds in your ears into the silence while flowing on the wings in the air of Love.
Sometimes with a little turbulence and hiccups, yet always feeling safe and protected, two souls united and accepting, acknowledging their unique differences which create a unique combination of love. And allowing isn’t the right word if you talk about freedom, it is more than that.
It comes from the place in your heart where you have respect, trust, love, and joy just for Being who You are and in that seem feel of Self Love giving freely of your Love, unconditionally and full of Light. No need to possess, just love, where you can say “I see You” – I Love You and all that You Are.
And so it is.
High Self – @RheaDopmeijer ©
Heartfelt Messages
Bringing all Home
Bringing all Home
Just sitting outside with the Sun ever so Bright
And still feeling off, just like the moments when
The clouds are creating an empty space
Within, blocking the Sun
Like the outside world is just another
Reflection of my mood today.
Rain is falling, the sun is shining
Clouds are blocking the view
What is it today that keeps
Me in this mood
And what kind of mood is it?
It’s not sadness, it’s not fear
It feels like fatigue, being tired to the bone
At times literally, where the density is the thickest
And hardest to let the energy
Come through, the Light of Healing
and Love, so easily felt in my veins,
Is this blocked feel deep within
that needs to withhold some kind of
a barrier to be brought into the Light
Into the surface of my existence
Making me aware it isn’t over
Till it is over, last trembles, last old
the twitching feeling of tiredness by
Breathing through the inside into the
Outside my Being, still in need of
Healing and taking into the light
Of Source to be free at last and reunited
again, with all my other parts that
already have found their Save Home
and sheltered in the Light of Love.
So dear one, if you are holding on
Then make sure you really want this
Release since the releasing of Self is the
The last frontier, the last Portal you are
going to walk through to find Your Self
On the other side and inside out again.
Bringing all Home, Home to where the
The heart is, Your Sacred Heart with all the
Love and Compassion for you to be held
In comfort and abundance in every particle.
To come out and dazzle the world
When You step forward and shine Your Light.
High Self @RheaDopmeijer ©
Heartfelt Messages
The choice to celebrate life
The choice to celebrate life instead of mourning the loss.
Mourning and grievance is very much entwined with the different cultures and religions perspectives, as are the way the symbols and attributes differ due to the way we have learned within our own society how to deal with death. How we perceive death as a transition or just death as in ending of life without further ways to travel.
If we can look at how we are giving this form, we will immediately discover within the way we are dealing with the departure of a loved one. It is so much connected with the dependency of our role within the relation we had. A parent, a child, a friend, a lover holds as many different roles as well aspects within us. Growing up will teach us through our role models as well society and its norms, how we will internalize these influences.
As we can see through history and the different timelines there is an evolving pattern that shows how the society and culture can shift and grow. Or just the opposite as well. Yet because we are all so connected nowadays through the internet, television, we learn so much more about different countries and cultures. This enables us to learn and share, to evolve or deny depending on the view and perspective we hold. Is it accordingly you believe it will be easy to integrate?
Does it hold ideas that do not feel accordingly, it can be rejected. It is also what appeals to you, resonates from within, the way the energy makes you feel. If it is a negative emotion, it will also start a string of inner reactions within. It is only through our positive reaction we can embrace something that is new to us yet feels at home or is inviting enough to change certain ideas and perceptions.
And so, it is with the way we are perceiving the death of a loved one. Can we celebrate the life of the deceased, or is the sorrow and pain for the loss too heavy to do so? Is it so we must choose between both or is it one of the same coins to be found within our hearts? I know there is a point within, that enables me to choose for the love and the joy I have received more than the pain and sorrow I can feel at the same time.
It gives me pleasure and joy instead of this painful heartbreaking sensation at times. One is not without the other, as a complementary peace that keeps the balance if both parts are equal. Because that is the tricky part. For most of us, the balance between these 2 is gone. Not completely, yet the way we can handle difficult situations, that ask a lot from us, is also connected with the way we experience loss.
Our emotional settings in dealing with loss is often connected to our own sense of being independent. If we are relying a lot on other people to be taken care of, the balance between the two, will often tend to go to the pain and sorrow side of the coin. It is often triggered by our childhood experiences, or the challenges we have come across that demanded a lot from our self-worth and self-love.
The wounded part in we will tend to react in a way that the sorrow and pain over loss are felt stronger. Sometimes it is even possible, that grief and mourning are only experienced that way. It is a challenge to find a way that enables us to rejoice again and connect with the love there was in the first place. The more you can relate to the sensation of the love that has been shared, the more you can connect with the counter part of rejoicing and celebration the lifetime experience.
The way your relationship is experienced, will have a great say in the outcome as well. Every loving relationship will leave a trail of memories to be cherished and loved. If a relationship has been nourishing and enabling you to grow and expand to be the best of yourself, then you have a heart filled with love. The more you can relate to your inner treasure room, the more you will be able to shift from pain and sorrow into the joy and gratitude that comes with it.
The celebration of someone’s life is also connected with the love and expression they left behind. Sometimes it is easy to just be grateful and see how many hearts have been touched by someone dear. Other times it will take more effort when the emotions of sorrow and pain are coming to the surface again. Then it is about the missing of the warm embrace, the laughter together and the knowing it will never be the same way again.
That is the key so to speak. The way we can handle changes in our lives, is also significant for the way we are able to deal with the new experiences that awaits us. Every ending turn into a new beginning. We have to be ready and willing to let go of the old way to step into a new way of living and perceiving our own lives again. Same coin, same connection, different sides to it.
At one point in time, to regain your inner balance again, life will challenge you to decide and make a step forward. Stepping out of the rod you are in. The deeper you will sit, the more challenging it will be to step out of this hole you have been digging for yourself. Then the sense of being safe will turn in a sense of being trapped. You then have a choice to make. Is it time to let go of the past and find your inner joy and happiness again, or are you clinging on to the memories that keeps you stuck?
To let the energy flow and enable yourself again to make the choice to feel alive and happy, you can connect again within your inner heart space. The coin that holds both energies can be in harmony and balance, it only needs nourishment from within as a gift to yourself. Mourning is part of the process as is the celebration of someone’s life to pay it respect and acknowledgement.
We all want to be remembered for the way we walked through life. We all want it to be a good memory and of significance. What better way is there if we celebrate the lives of those who are leaving this material world before we do. What better way is there than to celebrate their lives? By doing so, we can feel the loving connection, the love that is filling our heart and our cells. We are coming alive by allowing this to happen, for we are giving this gift to ourselves as well.
One coin, 2 sides, balancing with each other, keeping the energy flowing again. It is a profound gift to receive as well to share, as well for those who have passed over as well the ones who are still here in this world. Even if you do not believe in life after death, even if you do not believe in any religion, there is this precious gift to receive and to share. It will always benefit both, if you can choose the way you want to celebrate the life of a loved one. It will create more and more balance within our heart between the strongly felt emotions of sorrow and pain as well the joyous and happy ones that are so much part of it all.
And so, it will be done.
High Self @RheaDopmeijer ©
Heartfelt Messages 31-10-2016
Communion on the highest level
Communion on the highest level
So that’s the theme of Today, Communication, Equality, Breath and Spirit.
We were talking about equality between people, choosing some role to play, just for experience, to step out the old patterns of duality. By making yourself more or greater than the other person in any relationship, it is always based on emotional patters and needs. Not from the recognition you find within each other.
This play will end at some time when changes appear through the experience, dependency lies within both partners, dependency of the feed of energy, searching for acknowledgement, strength or just power play.
Don’t make the mistake to see yourself as a victim in this roleplaying. For you choose to be on either side of the game, just for the experience to learn how this is effecting your inner being.
Joy and gratefulness should play a big part, not the repressed or suppressed emotions.
For we all are student and teacher, there is equality in this if you can see the experience as a soul experience, just to bring out the best of you, to experience the beauty that lies within and embrace the evolving awareness that it can bring. Mirroring one another, for that’s what is happening.
You always mirror and by doing so, you will be able to see beauty in any experience. Learning to see the real you, not identifying with the emotion and then you will be able to release and heal anything that lingers within the depths of your Human Being to Become the True Self.
Your search for the Re-Connection and Re-Membering of the real You, the I AM that is part of You to align with again in all its splendor.
The torch of Fire as a sacred tool to release any barriers and to bring in the Ancient Esoteric Knowledge, so you can use these tools with Joy and Excitement, with Love as your Compass, to lead you to communion on the Highest Level.
High Self @RheaDopmeijer ©
Heartfelt Messages 10-4-2014
What is it about anxiety and our senses?
What is it about anxiety and our senses?
I was wondering these days, how come so many people have to go through situations, that cause so much anxiety and what does this mean to our own physical system, as well the emotional and mental part. With all the images we are being showered so to speak, about all the human misery by television and internet, it is hard to stay focused on our own inner connection and stay grounded in the heart of our self, that place where love is the front door. So we can handle these harsh situations with a different eye and from a different perspective.
Why am I writing about this? Because I can sense what kind of effect this has on my own senses and how much effort it cost at times not to be influenced by all the negativity, that is being presented through behaviour as well footage. The images so brutally being portrait at times it has lost any kind of respect, or they show show the lack ofrespect towards any form of Life as it is, being human or any other form of creation.
To me this sensitivity started, no it didn’t started, I became aware of it at an early age already, when I was watching a report on television. A bombing had taken place in some distant country and the footage was showing the impact it had. The images were pretty graphic showing the body parts that were lying around, the blood, the rumble and the screams. I was shocked to my core as an infant and asked my father to shut down the television. His answer was short. No. His explanation made more sense when I grew up and could understand, you cannot shut your eyes for reality.
This is true, we don’t live in a bubble of our own little world. Because television and internet brought the whole world in our livingrooms. We were connecting with eachother on so many levels in such a short period of time during the last 50 years. Yet I never got used to the images of brutal behaviour, the agression people were showing towards eachother. When a crowd stampeeded and lost all control. When it wasn’t about reason and reasoning with eachother, the yelling and chanting of negativity towards others.
When did we got out of control in such a bad way? Where did we lost respect for one anohter? When did anger won from reasoning and dialogue? When did hate became more powerful seemingly then love? What to think about war and mutulating eachother, our world, our children, our animals, our nature? At one point in time it became clear to me, if I wanted to make a change, all I could really do is starting within myself. For every negativity or emotion, that was not coming from love in my own micro-cosmos internal world, was being reflected and mirrored through the outside macro-cosmic world.
There is no difference between our inner and internal warfare and the reflection we see micro/macro cosmos wise when it comes to proces and understanding. The experiences by growing up, starts within our own family we grow up in; the members of the families around us; the society we grow up in with its set of morals and ethics, religion and gender or racial issues .Unto the culture we are being raised, our hometown, our schools, our jobs, our surroundings, our country. It makes no difference, small or big, essentially we all go through the same experiences one way or the other.
Sure there are people who seem to have an easy life, not much problems financially or health wise. We always wonder how do they achieve that state of balance some how, when everything works in their favor. I came to the understanding growing up, how much difference it already made looking at our neighbours and neighbourhood. Some fathers maintained a higher position on the social ladder, some had more kids then my family, some were catholic, others not. Some were nice to eachother, some not so much. And I learned to stay away from people around me, who were sending out the negative vibe, caused mostly by the way they handled their own experiences through life.
What became clear as well, is the impact negativity has on our emotional system. Some of the kids I used to play with, didn’t had a very balanced family to grow up in. They had to learn to deal with situations , which created anxiety within themselves caused by a lack of safe feeling. If one thing is definetely clear, is we all need one basic concept. A safe home, where the needs are being met. In every area, physical, mental and emotional in order to grow up into a balanced human being. If those needs weren’t met, the level of anxiety within grew and was visible in the way people could react to situations. Sometimes they got ill when the anxiety within was to hard to handle.Sometimes this anxiety expressed it self by acting out in a verbal or physical manner.
Being highly sensitive , to me it was a necessity to keep my anxiety level as balanced as possible, because any sense of anxiety within seeks an outlet. For me it was through crying that enabled me to release a higher level of strain on my nerves system. Or my anger was being expressed in an outlet of verbal raising my voice up to yelling at times. Specially when someone deliberately crossed my boundaries and ignored my needs or wants. Even, or should I say especially when they were expressed. Being denied of my needs always created anxiety within. It triggered somehow emotions I not always knew or understood where they were connected with. No knowledge about any kind of experiences, that raised some emotions from a very deep core witin my self.
So my life was pretty comfortable and the issues that caused anxiety, were minimal in compare to the stories we see on television about war victims, about refugees, the reactions of anger, misunderstandings and judgements. The violenece that even continues amongst the people who are hoping for a safe place to live with their family. The little ones, the infants, the young women and the effects all of this turmoil has on their life. As well the rolmodels such as the agressor is for the youngsters. They are being taught and learn by example the effects, when all is out of balance between gender, race or politics. The impact of anxiety is so high, it can only be a journey of survival, not a journey through life the way it is supposed to be.
All senses are involved during this proces. The images we watch and see, the smell of the burned down cities, the cries and crying we hear, the pain we feel in our heart when we are watching this from a safe place. In our own comfortable homes behind a television. And yet this already has its impact on our own well being, our own level of misunderstandings and judgemental receptions. It touches us deeply in our heart. And more than that. It touches us deep in the heart of the matter. When ever we are being confronted with anything that isn’t love, it will create anxiety on so many levels, through all our senses. All we can do at times is to adress our own anxiety and heal our own emotional, physical and mental wounds.
Or is this the way we can create a change, not just within ourself, yet also around us. Even if we reach one other person through a heartfelt smile, a small gesture of being acknowledged, that already creates a difference. Even if we are not able to heal the world from all anxiety, we never should stop our attempt, to heal our own inner anxiety on any level, through love, compassion and kindness towards ourself first. This way we can share this with our own family, our surroundings and by doing so, we can be that little stone, that was thrown in the ocean and created ripples of Love and understanding towards eachother.
For we all are connected with eachother, we all are family and we all need to take care of eachother. There is only one way to heal any wound, and that is through Love, unconditional Love inwards as well outwards.
and so it will be done.
High Self @RheaDopmeijer (c)
Heartfelt Messages 26-9-2015
Each Soul knows what to choose for the Highest Good
Each Soul knows what to choose for the highest good
Each soul knows what to choose for the highest lesson
or experience to take up in a life time.
To think otherwise or take it for granted will create another gap
between people in their perspective of being awakened or
spiritual awareness.
The ego will step up again to create a difference between
awakened and not awakened, evolved and not evolved,
spiritual and not spiritual coming from judgments and our
perspectives originated in duality as we see the world as it is.
The need to feel better or higher, more turning into a separation
between our self and the other from integrated values.
We see enough people being so developed, awakened and proud
of it to create the same play only by changing their playground:
* The missionary attitude – we will bring you the message,
* The truth – our way is the only way
* The new religion –
Is it not so that each spark of our own Heart is a unique spark,
colored with its own unique signature holding or containing the
exact same amount of Love and Life, and life’s expression created
by our Soul for the highest good for ourselves and all we encounter.
So here is a new awareness coming of the high horses attitude
looking down upon those they belief are not yet as awakened
or spiritual as they are, and reacting to the basic simplicity
of this process we call Life. Forgetting how it was to start
our own awakening process, the beginning of becoming aware,
of being conscious every step along the way of cause and effect.
Grounding process you ask – it’s easy, just take of your shoes and socks and stand barefoot on the cold and dirty soil can be one answer you receive, yet what does it tell you about the underlying process and meaning. It is one way to look at it.
The whole process of connecting Earth and Heaven within our own body structure, our human vessel as a way of bringing those energy ways together is more than just taking of your shoes and socks. Or is it not? Depending on the point of view you take.
Anyone who thinks it is this easy, has either lost their own connection with the awakening process – or is more attuned into it.
It depends on the way you bring in the message to the one who asks and of you take this high stand of knowing, Just wanting to be higher and ethereal, you are missing the point and connection
and by doing so going backwards to the old ways eons ago
or maybe they have forgotten their own travelling during this whole process of clearing and cleansing, becoming aware of what lies hidden deep within ourselves. By putting yourself way up high, you are no longer the way shower, or the energy holder.
There is a big difference between being the teacher and student
at the same time, the moment your mind plays tricks on you,
saying how highly evolved you already are and you have to save,
educate all those who haven’t reached your stage of evolvement.
We can see the same play we see in the “material” world.
World leaders who want to stay in their own comfortable place where they can rule with money, power and distancing themselves from the common people.
Yet this is the duplicate in het “spiritual world” if we are not careful about the ways of our ego play tricks with our minds. If I believe I AM better, will say a lot about me, not about the other party.
For as long as we don’t have a clear picture of every Soul’s expression, We are not able to deceiver if this is more or less worthy, more or less evolved, more or less awakened in its Full Expression. So all we can do is to make sure we know our own imprint of expression.
To release any dual lingering thoughts, feelings or senses that creates another I – then profile as much you think you are spiritually more advanced. Just this thought should be the trigger to you, To watch your own inner world and particles that are still playing
Their Game of thrones, spiritual or not, It is about Love, unconditionally, And where there is Love – Fear cannot exist, for fear creates distance, fear creates duality.
So as long as we are not LOVE, we will find differences in every experience we encounter, without being judgmental towards any individual we come across. It will teach you to come closer into becoming this capital LOVE where there just are Being and Connection and Compassion and Kindness.
Knowingness will fall upon us to see with clarity, with the Divine Vision of High Self, which is just another part of Self. Yet now bringing it Home again within the awareness of us human beings,
no more division, no more racial, gender, culture, religion differences.
Then we will be able to establish a New World without hierarchy or
judgments, no more distance even among Star seeds as we are being taught. Every Ray is connected with the other equally connected with its unique part of Creation. All have a unique signature and part in this Grand Play.
So may this be a warning.
Every time you get on your high righteous horse so to speak,
Be humble, Be grateful, Be loving, Be supportive to each and every being you encounter. Always for the highest good of both, for without the one the lesson cannot be learned by the other and vice versa. One Love, One Heart, One Breath.
And so it is.
High Self @RheaDopmeijer ©
Heartfelt Messages 14-11-2014
When I am done, it all will be alright
When I am done, it all will be alright
Why am I feeling sad today on this beautiful
sunny morning, with no one to take care
of besided myself?
What a freedom this gives me,
to be fully aware of whats stirring up
or is it the freedom that gives me this
sense of loss and sadness,
the paradigm between being needed
and just be whole within as one.
This feeling of not being
and seeking for my purpose in life.
How to deal every time with all
the emotions being brought up by lack of
health, pain and feeling alone.
It is like a battle inside,
a constant proces in refinding the balance
which always has to do with 2 key issues:
accepting and allowing.
Let it be, feel through, breathe through,
see what it will bring up in awareness
to see the full extensions of the issue at hand,
being in the world, yet not belonging
to the world.
No longer part of society,
either because of age or through health issues,
your earthly role seems to be ended.
No more parenting, no more teaching,
no job to go to, or places to be seen.
So what to do with all of your knowledge,
your way to live Life,
showing you love, if no one is there
to take notice, or is seen.
Just one leg over here in earth awareness,
the other already trying to step throug the veil,
where everyone close you loved already has gone.
So feeling all alone, just wanne go home.
And then you discover your soul has always been
your guiding light where love is to be found,
deep within like a treasure,
for you to hold on to, shimmering and sparkling
like a little gem, and then you will know.
I AM that spark – that Light – that Love
and that’s all there is to Know –
One Love, One Heart,
Let me come Home, baby I’m done,
it all Be alright,
I am coming back Home.
And so it will Be.
High Self @RheaDopmeijer (c)
Heartfelt Messages 28-8-2014
Being afraid of the Unknow – what to do?
Did you forget about me?
Did you forget about me?
At times it is hard to hear your voice
When things around me seem to go crazy
Out of line and out of tune it seems
Yet it is always in connection with you.
You made this decision to make your
New transition in another reality.
Even though it was a souls agreement
It also is hard dealing with your physical absence.
And then, this morning sitting in a chapel
And the ceremony started to pay our love
And respect to another dear one who made
This transition, I felt this sudden flow of love
Entering my whole body to stream down
To my core and created a sense of peace.
My head was clear as I was calm and the Sun
Peeked through the windows on my head
As if you were to say, I am here with you,
My love, you are being surrounded with
Ten thousand angels and I am here right
Behind you every step of the way,
I felt this big smile spreading in my face as
The wave of intense love in my heart exploded.
You are so near I can feel and sense you,
Eyes closed and just one breath away.
When the song was being played about the
First time I met you, seeing your face for
The very first time, touching your mouth for
The very first kiss, it brought me back to my
Days with you being a teen and already grown up.
You and I were meant to meet and our destiny
To be fulfilled in a wonderful way over the past
43 years. One moment I saw you with that grin
On your face, your cheekiness and brill smile,
Glitter in your eyes and I am falling in love
All over again.
This gift I was presented this morning with,
Also shows the deep love we can share being
Soulmates and lovers, how each one of us is
Able to connect to this deep level of trust and
Knowingness.
One Love, Heartfelt, is crossing any barrier,
Every moment in time to show up when most needed.
You and I, together as well separated in this physical
Vessel and Light body, in loving connection infinite.
And so it IS,
High Self @RheaDopmeijer ©
Heartfelt Messages 7-9-2016
What is Love? 